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Angelxtacy, GV Sesa here and a test bunny for all sort of lotions, potions in her lifetime. Red and I were talking about her past post on get hot quick creams and I confessed that at a previous sex store, I was a test subject for once such cream (sorry i forgot the name of it) used to inhance the sex drive and suppossedly make me as horny as hell. I remember the salesman giving us samples and telling me it was the female Viagra. Did I really want to be more horny then I already was? Lifes learning curve had sent me all sorts of curve balls, sending me through lots of extra hoops to jump before I could claim pleasure as my own. More on that later.
Much like GV, we would often get vendor products. being a much smaller operation my co workers had stuff and said, “Try it” tell me what you think?”
I took what look like a lube sample in a carboard sleeve home. Having some time alone I gave it a whirl, applying the lube like substance to the areas specified, namely the clitoris.
I didn’t expect bells or whistles mind you, but I did expect something to be different. I thought about all sorts of things to fantasize about and realized that I shouldn’t so I could access the actual sensations that the product was causing. There was no warming feeling, it even dried up faster then regular lube. Perhaps I had been had by the oldest trick in the book. Even though I was a test subject, I thought about how many women would buy this product hoping it would increase sex drive.
Just like Chloe the adult film star:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chloe_(porn_star)
I too suffered damage to my genitals during bicycle accidents ( why do they put the gear change knobs right there!?!?!), as well as an unfortunate sexual attack at a very young age, left me without feeling in my genitals for several years. When the feeling returned gradually I started to feel a new budding of sexuality. To mark the the return, I went down to Body Manipulations, then on Fillmore and Haight, and a wonderful Dyke named Elizabeth helped me transform my life with a ring in the inner labia.
This did more then any cream I can tell you. I am not suggesting this as a route for all, but I sure did get lucky! I went home a new woman able to enjoy what had been taken from me. I am no Dr. mind you, but I felt things as never before. As it healed (took a week!) even walking was a sensual experience! When I got to try it out with a partner, WHOA NELLY!
Maybe this memory out did the fancy female Viagra, maybe I just didn’t need it? Maybe since I had damage to my nerves in my labia and clitoris I had gone to my mind and fantasy for answers. Eventually I could actually orgasm, even with huge scars. My mind rich with imagination it eventually did not take that long to orgasm. Time went on, I healed up and the scars barely visable.
When I came to work here and heard of Chloe and watched her films I was inspired. Inspired that she and I are able to enjoy sex, even through all that , even through all the emotional damage too. I hope that by recounting this story , others like me that thought they would never have a chance to enjoy sex can do so knowing that….
The Brain is one of the best sex organs you have! Finding out what makes it tick can be the best part of the journey! I devoured all sorts of material and explored everywhere to find my bliss, and find it I did. It took time, no easy pill or cream there, but lots of hard work that was WELL worth it the “research”.
Maybe that cream would work with a Placebo effect? It’s hard to say. But I know readers have questions about these things and I am a curious kitty and I LOVE to research and experiment. Is it “snake oil”? Is it just Ginseng? What is “horny goat weed” anyway?
I recently got another sample in the mail for some “vitamin pills” again to make me horny as well as some for my “fellow researcher” . I will carefully read the ingrdients and do a “little research” in the name of er… science.
I will report back.
