From feast to famine to…WTF??!
By Chick • Nov 3rd, 2006 • Category: Blog{sigh} So, officially I really do like my boyfriend but then today I was talking to a friend and I heard that my “long-time crush from a million years ago who never really returned my liking” is back from his sabaticle and will be returning to my world on… that’s right… Monday. (I thought he was back mid-December or something) Not that that means anything since I’ve certainly not heard from him during his time on the road. Just that I got an unpleasant jolt — that tingle of imminent crush-i-ness when I heard the news and that does not bode well for how well I’m going to hold up once he’s re-entered the building…
Now, let me take a moment to stress that I am emphatically NOT complaining! I’m just… a little overwhelmed/scared/uncertain about what I’m doing in all of this is all.
Add to the mix that tomorrow night I am going to a wedding between old friends which my sweet Pretty Boy will also be attending (Yup, he’s back from Ireland) and while I admit, I’ve been sort of assuming we would do some sort of something around the time of that particular event, not having heard from him all these weeks kind of made me re-think the probablility. Until fifteen seconds ago when i checked my VM and saw that I had a really very nice message from him that I could easily parlay into horizontal manueverings…
God, all of this opportunity/emotion and really, all I really want right now is more sleep.
Chick is a cake eater.
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